Surrender
January 12, 2008 | by Dmitriy Belous | Category: Devotions No Comments
Very memorable was the night when I came to close quarters with God. The Angel that wrestled with Jacob had found me, eager to make me a Prince. There were things in nay heart and life which I felt were questionable, if not worse; I knew that God had a controversy with respect to them ; I saw that my very dislike to probe or touch them was a clear indication that there was mischief lurking beneath. It is the diseased joint that shrinks from the touch, the tender eye that shudders at the light. At the same time I did not feel willing to give these things up. It was a long struggle. At last I said feebly, “Lord, I am willing to be made willing; I am desirous that Thy will should be done in me and through me, as thoroughly as it is done in Heaven ; come and take me and break me and make me.” That was the hour of crisis, and when it had passed I felt able at once to add, “And now I give myself to Thee : body, soul, and spirit ; in sorrow or in joy ; in the dark or in the light ; in life or in death, to be Thine only, wholly, and for ever. Make the most of me that can be made for Thy glory.” No rapture or rush of joy came to assure me that the gift was accepted. I left the place with almost a heavy heart. I simply assured myself that He must have taken that which I had given, and at the moment of my giving it. To that belief I clung in all the days that followed, constantly repeating to myself the words, “I am His.” And thus at last the joy and rest entered, and victory, and freedom from burdening care. I also found that He was moulding my will and making it easy to do what I had thought impossible; and I felt that He was leading me into the paths of righteousness for His name’s sake, but so gently as to be almost imperceptible, to my weak sight.
Now out of my own experience I would suggest these Seven Rules to my fellow-Christians.
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